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msattler:
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Tonight the bottle let me down......[/url]

msattler:
You drink what you want to.

I have my own agenda,.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6zsAKJYBHyE

msattler:
This much I can promise you.............

I may0. be gone, but, Once. 

msattler:
I have said, many tijme, for many reasons, whi I am where I am.

Tjhis is one...........
You take from it what you neeed to.
I know where I comei from.


I eo not need your helpl.

I really do not.


I got everything I need from every insulting person on the planet.l

Go figure. 

Some day.............
I  shall fly away..........and some may wonder why and how they chased me away so badlly.

But not to worry now or today.  I can deal with it for a few more days.
When that is done,  I dunho, kids.  I simply dunno.l

What has to happen shall, and neither you nor I can  stop it.  It is simpl7y gonna be what it is gonna be.

I gave all I had to the projet, for over a quarter of my life.

You take and roll that up into the thousands of dollars it too to do it.......you go and figure why I am distraught.

I think I got it figured now......some who have less that I do wish they had more.  And they are mods.
I don't have any room in my heart for them anymore.

they should have room in theiirs for me.

Nuff said.

I am going now..........off to the land of Oz.
I have spent a lottat hours researching Judy Garland.  Very tragic.  Very said, very abused,.
The wixard was a pedophile.
The witch was a mod on Seiti.
The tin man was me........man without a heart.
The lion was all of the kitties.

amd.
This should explain it.....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jcm4kwmz44

msattler:
I know this is pedantic......
I know I repeat myself.
But, I do know who I am.
If only some of you could understand me as well as iI understand myself.
Oh, sigh.

I have one thing to say and then, I go the way that many of my loved ones have.

I only ever tried to love.......and only struck out when struck upon.

I hope you may come to know that one day......what I was really about.

I cannot teach it, I cannot give it.  You have to earn it.  You have to be it, own it, know it.

One day, one of you will eyeball me up above.  And simply say WTF, Mark.
You knew it all from the get go, didn't you?

Yes, kids.........
I did.

One day, you , maybe just a few, might understand me.

And when you do, you will cry because you were so cruel to me.

I know where I am going.........see 'ya.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U016JWYUDdQ

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